We’re getting to the middle of the semester, and of course, I’m at that point where I’ve stopped caring. Apathy has hit, which is seldom ever a good thing, leaving me no potion but to go out of my way to keep things in perspective and somehow keep motivated.

I think this weekend we’re going to Sta. Maria, but I know if I go, I won’ get anything done, so I’m going to have to be a ‘wet blanket’, and stay here.

I’m wondering whether neurosych and the other med class are a lost cause. I’m ridiculously behind in both of them, have managed to absorb very little (the class is moving too fast for me), and have failed most tests.

In the next few weeks, I’ll have to decide whether to drop them, or power through them. I’m leaning towards dropping them, because there’s really no way I’ll manage to even scratch up a 5.

Which means I’m falling behind… yet again, which does feed into that whole ‘I’m never going to get out of here’ thing, then the whole pride thing of ‘I should be able to take it’, etc. Issues I need to get over.

Need to remind myself this isn’t a race, there’s no timeline, and he point is to suck the marrow out of my classes, not brush through them having learned little to nothing.

Need to remind myself to take it one day at a time, in this very precarious stage in the semester.